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Trust in the LORD with all
your heart; do not depend on your own understanding. Seek his will in all you
do, and he will direct your paths.
(Proverbs 3:5-6 NLT).
I was just thinking this
morning (and I know that could be dangerous); the fictional story of a telephone
pole captured my attention. It was once a Douglas fir towering nearly 80 feet
above the forest floor. Its trunk swayed gently as the winds passed over the
mountainside. Its great limbs, surrounded with successive layers of green
foliage, were shading the plants beneath it. Yet one day the sound of a
bulldozer disturbs its mountain home. The whine of chainsaws might have sent a
chill through the trees as they began to fall one by one. Chainsaws lop off each
limb that protrudes, and mighty jaws lift the giant tree on board a truck headed
for the mill.
Inside the sounds of the mill are deafening. The debarker whines and bucks as it
slices through branch stubs and reduces them to submissive knots. Layer after
layer of bark and outer wood are peeled back until the trunk is naked and
smooth. Its base is plunged into a vat of burning creosote and preservative
forced into its pores with unremitting pressure. That process now complete, the
new telephone pole is stacked with brother poles on yet another truck. And one
day he feels himself drop to the side of the road. A crane stretches his top to
the sky and lowers his feet into a deep hole. Climbing spikes and crossbeams,
connectors and insulators, then strung with humming high voltage lines, now
pierce the pole. Phone conversations and TV shows pass under his artificial
limbs, but he does not hear them.
Perhaps he stands in stillness and ponders his fate. An occasional car rushes by
or a hawk rests upon his top for a few moments waiting for rodents to stir in
the field below. But mostly he stands stoic and sterile, never to grow again.
All he can look forward to are the cracks and fissures that come with dryness
and age. He will feel the rain and snow melt and trickle down those cracks into
to the ground beneath that eventually will cause him to rot and decay. When he
can, the pole lives in the fragrant memories of his past, not in the stark
hopelessness of his present.
Does the story begin to
sound familiar? Might it be a description of your life? My life hasn't exactly
gone as I had planned either. But as I really think about that telephone pole I
think it may have found a new meaning to his life that he had no reason to
expect. Birds flutter near his top. Now, one of them inches down the pole and
suddenly inflicts a new violence upon him. Bang, bang, bang. The woodpecker
drives his sharp bill deeper and deeper into the pole's fibrous tissues. Bang,
bang, bang. The hole is deep enough now. Peck, peck, and peck. The bird
splinters the sides of the hole to widen it. It flies away momentarily, but now
returns with something in its beak. It jams an acorn into the new hole until it
is firmly wedged. And now the bird and his friends begin again. Bang, bang,
bang. Peck, peck, and peck.
If you will look carefully, you can see that this particular telephone pole has
been a favorite of generations of Acorn Woodpeckers. Every deep crack, every
widening crevice is jammed with hundreds of acorns. Every hole whittled out in
years gone by is stuffed with an acorn against the coming winter. Enough acorns
are there to feed an entire colony of woodpeckers the whole winter long. They
will not starve, for their food tree sustains them. And as I see the pole
surrounded by its woodpeckers, bearing a harvest not its own for a family not
its own, I sense it has grown more philosophical, more thankful with age. Few
trees aspire to be telephone poles, you know, but for many that is their
destiny. Often we can feel only pain and loss. We suffer. We hurt. We feel sorry
for ourselves. But sometimes, if we can grasp it, God is creating for us a new
and wonderful life through that which has died. Who would think that an aging
pole could be thankful for a colony of woodpeckers? Who indeed?
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